a lonely me

Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together?  I guess that wouldn't work.  Someone would leave.  Someone always leaves.  Then we would have to say good-bye.  I hate good-byes.  I know what I need.  I need more hellos

What is the opposite of two?  A lonely me, a lonely you.

 -Their the first & last thought that you have.

- You constanly check their facebook/myspace page/twitter

- You reread their text messages/emails & have the most biggest smile.

- You just can't stop smiling.

- It's hard to focus on anything else.

- When you hear his/her name, your heart beats a little faster.

- & their always on your mind.

Its really hard thinking of them.

Im getting weak waiting for it.

How far can you hold on?

If you don’t know if they still holding on too.

Its like an LDR.

only Calls and msgs and chat is one way of communicating to them.

Asking myself do they miss me?

Do they still care?

Yes it’s not easy as counting 1,2,3.

I feel I’m broken to pieces.

And the other piece is missing.

How??how about you? What about myself?

While im doing this my laptop automatically shut down.

Then I have no choice but to do it again type again..

I really miss them all. I have a piece of them.

  

Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will.

letting go takes love

To let go does not mean to stop caring,

it means I can't do it for someone else.

To let go is not to cut myself off,

it's the realization I can't control another.

To let go is not to enable,

but allow learning from natural consequences.

To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means

the outcome is not in my hands.

To let go is not to try to change or blame another,

it's to make the most of myself.

To let go is not to care for,

but to care about.

To let go is not to fix,

but to be supportive.

To let go is not to judge,

but to allow another to be a human being.

To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,

but to allow others to affect their destinies.

To let go is not to be protective,

it's to permit another to face reality.

To let go is not to deny,

but to accept.

To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,

but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.

To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,

but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.

To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,

but to try to become what I dream I can be.

To let go is not to regret the past,

but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more

Remember: The time to love is short

Louder

i really like this song louder by Charice