DAhan DAHAN

                 Sabi ko sa kanila at sarili ko HINDI ko siya feel hindi q siya gusto.,kinain ko ata ang mga salitang iyon,.hindi ko alam kong anu tong nararamdaman ko, sa simpleng asar na simpleng pag ayaw ko na para bang unti-unting nag iiba at nababaligtad  ngayon. pero mahirap na masaktan tayo at umasa kayA mas mabuti na tapusin na ang kahibangan na ito. hahahaha oo nagsimula yun August 24 2011 2:30pm sa simpleng asaran tuksuhan na ngayon mahuhulog pa ata ako pero hindi ko hahayaang bumagsak ako ng walang sasalo kasi masakit talga yun.

dahan dahan akong iiwas ng hindi mo napapansin. dahan-dahan akong lalayo at hindi narin aasa pa.

             May mga pagkakataong mas mabuting umiwas upang hindi maganap ang mga bagay na maaaring magdulot ng hindi masukat nakalungkutan. Minsan, mas mainam nang lumayo sa isang taong nagiging malapit sayo. Ngunit paano kung patuloyniyang pinagsisiksikan ang sarili niya sa magulo mong mundo? Iiwas ka pa rin ba o hahayaan mo na lang siyang manggulo sa mundo mo?

     “Wag ka kasing ganyan. Wag mong diktahan ang pwedeng mangyari. Bakit hindi mo pa kasi sakin sabihin…iyong diretso. Bakit sa huli, ikaw din iyong mang-iiwan? Iyon ba gusto mong sabihin?

KM BONDS

                                            Km with Jewome(stripe polo shirt)
                                            patwick(white t-shrt) ron(yellow shorts)
                                            doing our research paper..

                                                 
                                     

                                           
                                          The friends eat together last forever =)
                                          at mang inasal after the seminar in q.c...
                                          see the smile of reggor trying to
                                          display              
                                          his braces hahahaha not a natural smile =)

BER BACK

Never forgive you.

Never forgive myself.

Is there anything go wrong?

everything is normal, just like you and me.

Once you tell me that you love me.

I fell in love.

but, what happen?

Love stop suddenly, and my dreaming had broken up.

Thankyou, you let me know I shouldn't trust one easily.

and you let me know what is the most important thing in my life.

I try to know anything about yours.

Is that because I am too strong, made you feel useless and stressful?

Is that i made you feel too frustrate?

I never want to be too strong, too wise, and too smart.

but that's mine!

You let me know I must be strong!

Stronger than all the fucky things in this world.

Sure,

one day,

you will feel regret!

September attack

This is the start of BER months,where getting near to Christmas,and new beginning, but before I think for the nonsense things that keeps on running to my head  I should be aware and be ready that this month will be the most difficult and hectic for me.. The pressure is getting high.. my pulse getting fast because of these:

1.THESIS

2.SOCIOLOGY defense

3.TPAD

4.BUSINESS PLAN

5.FINALS

what's next?? what will happen to me next? am I going to be stress because of this?

wahhh sigh f***.

need to be serious now, time is running don't just waste it...

a lonely me

Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together?  I guess that wouldn't work.  Someone would leave.  Someone always leaves.  Then we would have to say good-bye.  I hate good-byes.  I know what I need.  I need more hellos

What is the opposite of two?  A lonely me, a lonely you.

 -Their the first & last thought that you have.

- You constanly check their facebook/myspace page/twitter

- You reread their text messages/emails & have the most biggest smile.

- You just can't stop smiling.

- It's hard to focus on anything else.

- When you hear his/her name, your heart beats a little faster.

- & their always on your mind.

Its really hard thinking of them.

Im getting weak waiting for it.

How far can you hold on?

If you don’t know if they still holding on too.

Its like an LDR.

only Calls and msgs and chat is one way of communicating to them.

Asking myself do they miss me?

Do they still care?

Yes it’s not easy as counting 1,2,3.

I feel I’m broken to pieces.

And the other piece is missing.

How??how about you? What about myself?

While im doing this my laptop automatically shut down.

Then I have no choice but to do it again type again..

I really miss them all. I have a piece of them.

  

Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will.

letting go takes love

To let go does not mean to stop caring,

it means I can't do it for someone else.

To let go is not to cut myself off,

it's the realization I can't control another.

To let go is not to enable,

but allow learning from natural consequences.

To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means

the outcome is not in my hands.

To let go is not to try to change or blame another,

it's to make the most of myself.

To let go is not to care for,

but to care about.

To let go is not to fix,

but to be supportive.

To let go is not to judge,

but to allow another to be a human being.

To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,

but to allow others to affect their destinies.

To let go is not to be protective,

it's to permit another to face reality.

To let go is not to deny,

but to accept.

To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,

but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.

To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,

but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.

To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,

but to try to become what I dream I can be.

To let go is not to regret the past,

but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more

Remember: The time to love is short

Louder

i really like this song louder by Charice